May 11, 2015

Back Again

Familiar territory. Worn down. Tired from trying to keep up with the lies. It’s not desperate yet, but I can feel it working that way if I don’t change course. I think another cleanup is in order. Let’s keep the goals small. 1 day. Today, just get through today no gambling and no drinking and we’ll reassess tomorrow. Good.

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Whooo - cravings

Seemingly out of nowhere. It’s my brain thinking, “Well, since you’re off the sauce again, how about we gamble?” I’m doing tax stuff itemizing for 2013 and the list of gambling losses is … triggery. Like, “I spent $1200 in one day; what’... Continue →