No, definitely do not like

Calling and talking to my sponsor. I’ve been dreading it all day, and when I called her and she answered, it was as “bad” as I imagined. Bad is a strong word - she didn’t cuss at me or call me stupid. But she was disconnected, busy in line at the grocery store. I wasn’t sure if she was talking to me or not.

And I never know what I’m supposed to be doing or saying on these calls.

Will researching “breaking up with a sponsor” tonight.